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To Anchorage, Alaska by singlesoul, literature

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To Anchorage, Alaska

I'm as ugly as a peacock, a black peacock flying toward Alaska. Heavy and cloudy, the air is thick, sweet to my nostrils, bitter to my tongue, the peacock screeches in the distance, A painful screech like garlic in my nose. Jerry Cornfield, the peacock calls himself, flies to Anchorage, pretty, pretty peacock, with such glorious blue green in your feathers. Friggle Froo called the peacock in response to the silent grass he was about to feast on. Rolling up the grass silently, the stupid monkey of Nazi Germany kicked the peanut butter onto the turtle. I wish I was a turtle. The peanut butter will disappear unde

untitled by singlesoul, literature

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There was a time When you could Look into my eyes and See my soul. There was a time That i fancied that I knew what you desired. And there was a time That i believed We were in love. But time and patience Have proven me false And now we know less of each other Than two strangers passing on the street. Lies, deceit and hasty passion Have torn us apart And you try in vain To prove how you care While i try fruitlessly To push you away.

Nothing I Can Do by singlesoul, literature

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Nothing I Can Do

I'm so tired, but I can't sleep. I just keep thinking of you And you're thinking of her And she's thinking of you. And I'm crying Cuz I can't stop loving you But you love her And she loves you And there's nothing I can do about it. Just like there's nothing I can do About the pool of tears I'm drowning in And there's nothing I can do About the peice of glass a foot away from me The broken glass all over the floor That shattered when I threw the picture frame The frame that held you Against the wall You're looking at me I'm looking at your picture And we're both staring at each other And there's nothing I can do to break t

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In The Rain by singlesoul, literature

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In The Rain

In The Rain Alone, Watching the rain falling, Wishing for a second chance, Hoping to find my calling, And go out in the rain and dance. Hurt, Thinking of you, Looking for a second glance, A sign to tell me what to do, So I can go out in the rain and dance. Wish, For this pain to go away, Feeling as if a I've been hit with a lance, And all I want is one day, To go out in the rain and dance. Dance, Merrily and joyfully in the rain, Feeling it wash away all the pain, Knowing this is my chance, At a second glance, And a day out in the rain and dance. Dream, That was all I dreamt of, But dreams don't come true, They just s

Where are you? by singlesoul, literature

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Where are you?

I feel lost and hollow, Feeling nothing but pain, With no path to follow, And nothing to gain I have no destiny, no fate, No future left for me. I'm losing everything I love and hate, It won't let me be. I'm loving who I should hate And losing my best friend. I don't want to sit and wait, To see if this is the end. Where are you now? When I need you most? You need to show me how, To get rid of these ghosts. These ghosts that haunt Me day and night. These ghosts that taunt Me and destroy the light. I'm lost in the dark, I don't know what to do. I can't see a mark, Dear friend where are you? Where are you to show me th

My Broken Wing by singlesoul, literature

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My Broken Wing

Searching for a way out, Given a chance to be free, And become filled with doubt, For I am too blinded to see. I love my life here. But I am constantly reminded of the pain, Reminded of the fears, That made my face stainded, With tears. I want to get away, And forget everything, But fear makes me stay, That is my broken wing. What if i run? Will I lose my friends? I want them to come, Don't let it end. Will I be alone? Am I alone now? I need to feel at home, The question is how. What I wouldn't give to go, Just for a little bit, But no. Leaving just wouldn't fit. Am I a coward, If I continue crying? I am afraid and

The End by singlesoul, literature

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The End

Lost and alone, Without a place or a home. Apart and separte, From the rest of the world. Feeling so depserate, To become unfurled. This feeling of loneliness, Is so ubiquitous. This pain is containing. How am I sustaining? Living my like from day to day, Following my path, finding my way. Where do I find the will, To wake up at dawn? I so often feel ill, Like a worthless little pawn. A pawn in your twisted game of life. Struggling and fighting against this encompassing strife. Hating this overwhelming discord, Into a solution myself I poured, But this attempt was in vain, And my hopes were slain. Alone tears run from my

Last Night by singlesoul, literature

Icey Hand, Fiery Hatred by singlesoul, literature

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Icey Hand, Fiery Hatred

I am dieing, I can feel it in my heart, I can feel my soul, Slowly, painfully, surely, Leaving my body. I feel the icey hand of death, Taking mine, Pulling me closer, Holding me like a lover. It is happening finally, My pain is consuming me, Killing me, Burning me in its fiery hatred. My soul is taken by the icey hand. My body is consumed by the fiery hatred. I am nothing.

Overwhelming by singlesoul, literature

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Overwhelming

I was happy I held it in my hands I was overwhelmed And it was wonderful But as soon as I spoke to you The person I feel for so much And I hear how sad you are And that you can't appreciate life's blessings I was overwhelmed Overwhelmed by the sorrow I felt before Losing the wonder and joy I had Then overwhelmed with… I don't know For I cannot shake how I want to be with you Yet I wish you would leave So I can have the overwhelming joy And lose this overwhelming sorrow And what to do with the overwhelming feeling I have for you? I don't know I care for you so And I know you care for me Yet you bring me little joy Causin

My Soul by singlesoul, literature

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My Soul

Do you believe in souls? I do. I believe a soul can be black as coal, Or bright as the sky is blue. Your soul gives you life It gives you the spark in your eyes. That beautiful spark... How I long to gaze into your perfect sad eyes. The color of the sky on a stromy day. It could make me cry. I feel my soul stir when I see you. And I know it's calling. Calling to be loved, Perfectly and true. And though I am not sure, I think it's calling for you. My soul is forever mine. It's what gives me hope, And the will to go on. I give it to no one. But if you wish, I would share it with you. Let you affect me however you wish. I

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The Oakwood Dynamic by tenvanamiansol, literature

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The Oakwood Dynamic

The sun rose early on September sixth, streaming in through the bedroom window. Being an early riser, I awoke and rose from the guest bed set upon the floor. It took me a moment to collect my thoughts, and soon I remembered that I had spent the night at Jessica's, a close friend of mine. Jess continued to slumber, lost in a mass of blankets and comforters on her bed. I knew she would sleep until well past noon, if I allowed her. For in her sleep, Jess was safe from the thoughts that plagued her in the waking hours, those of her one-time love, Tyler. It was he who had begun the breaking of Jess, a process that continued, new cracks forming in

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My Soul by singlesoul, literature

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My Soul

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: not where the heart is
Favourite cartoon character: droopy, snoopy and stewie
Personal Quote: I think I'm a sofa -Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

Favourite Movies

Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Hero

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Sarah McLaughlan, Enya, Bjork,Alanis Morrisette

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drawing, painting, reading

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singlesoul

Jul 1, 2005

surgery

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I had my wisdom teeth removed yesterday, and now my mouth hurts.  James has been sweet :love:, he came over yesterday and today and we watched movies and chilled.  he's so nice, i'm so happy to be with him.  i'll shut up now, cuz i generally hate listening to how happy other ppl are, maybe i'm just cynical... i hope i feel better soon, but i like the pain killers :pills:. much love to you!

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singlesoul

Jun 12, 2005

the night of horrors

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what a night last night was.  got into fight w/ parents and shit went down, lots of shit.  so far i'm grounded for the weekend, not bad, dunno what else i will have to suffer thro. to everyone i scared: i'm sorry, i know it was dumb and i'm not going to make excuses. to everyone who was there: thanku and i love you! my parents are prolly going to send me back to the psychologist or therapy.  i'll try and be better.

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singlesoul

Jun 7, 2005

prom and update

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been awhile since i submitted or journaled or nething.  got a new digi cam and it's working ok.  prom was fun, not awesome but better than the other 2 i've been to.  life is pretty good now, not so much drama and such. in other news: -james asked me out, woot! -prom this past saturday -posted some pix from prom -took SATs this past saturday -i have a hat that's all for now, luv to you all.